I just wanted to express my condolences for your loss. It's the hardest emotional time in someone's life when we lose a loved one to life. We often don't know where we can find true comfort. 2 Corinthians 1:3, 4 says, "Praised be the God and Father of our Lord Jesus Christ, the Father of tender mercies and the God of all comfort, who comforts us in all our trials so that we may be able to comfort others in any sort of trial with the comfort that we receive from God". We can gain comfort from God through his Word the Bible. Psalms 34:18 tells us, "Jehovah is close to the brokenhearted; he saves those who are crushed in spirit". What comforting words, to know that God Almighty is with us when we suffer. Jw.org offers help in learning more from God's Word. I encourage you to look it up and see for yourself.